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I am soo anxious right know.

You know when you are feeling down and you just dont know why you feel that way.
The feeling that are on the verge of bursting into tears.

I know that certain people have disappointed me and made me think if I really know them. Even though I have been living in the US for 9 years, I still have to question if I made the right choice to leave my family to move here. Sure, I know London is a financial sh*t hole and has it flaws but it is where my family and friends are.

I hope I can snap out of this, I hate feeling this way